Sitting on the picnic table watching the sunset makes me think of how lucky I truly am. I am able to see the beautiful sunset over the mountain, while others can’t.
Why do I always feel so lonely. I am surrounded by people that love me, but I feel so alone. I try to be happy when I smile. You can see in my eyes that I’m lonely and don’t feel loved. I want to feel loved and happy.
when I’m laying in bed getting ready to sleep I do my best thinking. I always know what I want to write on my blog or what to say someone that I want to say to them. But when the morning comes, I can’t bring my self to write about my feelings. I can’t seem to get the courage that I need to tell someone how I feel.
it seems that I can have every little detail worked out in my head but when it comes to it I can’t do it.
why can’t I just say what I feel? Shouldn’t I be able to and not be afraid?
waking up at 5 am every morning is getting the best of me.
This is the beginning of weight loss, a healthy life style, and feeling good about myself for once in the last 4 years,
Lately I have been feeling worn out.
I have had zero patients at all for anyone. I have been so tired and light headed. I haven’t been able to sleep real well either. I know I’m only 22 but I need a break. I need a break from my kids and boyfriend.
Since my mom has passed away I have been pushing everyone out of my life. I hardly talk to my boyfriend. I have no patients for my kids. I don’t want to do anything with them. I just want to be by myself.
Is this normal after my mom passed away? or have I just changed?
I am a very go with the flow kind of person. i love do things with my kids and going out and being with my boyfriend.
I haven’t wanted to do anything..